So I’ve been dating this girl for a while now and I just can’t seem to get away from her. I need some time away from her for sanity’s sake. She has to be with me every waking moment of every day. She goes through my phone and my email because she is constantly afraid that I’m cheating on her. I love her very much but everyone needs a little time apart… I just want to be able to breathe… to not feel smothered… to see some of my friends for the first time in months. I mean, she drives me up the F^&*()& wall. I just want her to understand that men need there time just as women do.

How do you handle this?
Do you run? Or is there something to be done?

So i guess K and I are dating again. Maybe we are not exclusive but atleast we are together again. I uess it is good to start things slow after how everything ended. Maybe you all think i am crazy for wanting her or taing her back but no one rings my bell quite like she does. I love her with all my heart. Maybe we weren’t together for our New Years kiss but a i guess a my space im smooch is better than nothing. Right? I hope this year turns out to be better than the last one.

so in light of all the breaking of hearts and such… (i guess to some extent, i’m finally getting over it. i am at the revenge stage right now… i know, i know, juvenile. i can’t help myself.) kaitlyn told she had a miscarriage in august. it bothers me because she told me she was pregnant and i got all excited about being a dad and all, but it was some crazy lye and a way to hurt me as she broke up with me. little did she know was pregnant at the time. i think about it a lot. i guess the idea of having a child was still in my mind when she told. it bothers me a lot that my baby died and i didn’t even know it existed. on another note, one of my closest friends’ grandfather passed away earlier today. for those who believe in prayer, please pray for her and her family. her name is brianne.

you’ll be home tonight. i just don’t know if i want that. i want to see and i want to say that its all cool but its not. i’m not too sure if i should see you. i know you have apologized finally and crap but it just hurts and its way to hard to handle. i just can’t handle anymore pain right now. for whoever reds this… check out my other posts and give me some insight if you don’t mind.

okay… so my best friend, i thought, has done a few things. we’ll start with sleeping with my girlfriend the night we broke up. like a fool i forgave him. swears he will never do that again… yeah right. cue strike two, you can figure that one out. forgave him again. what was i thinking? weeks pass. we are dating again and things are going well. strike three, he takes her from me. we’ve been very good friends for six years. we’ve been all over the country together. obviously a lot of memories. i really don’t want to lose a friendship like that. what are your thoughts, your take, and what is the appropriate action?

What a day it has been. To start, we had a show in Hartford that was, well, less than perfect. Everything is apparently my fault even if Michael is on the other side of town. Now lets move on to more than relevant subject. In my mind at least. Adam and Kaitlyn. You would think that a person who claims to be my friend would not act upon his feelings for my girlfriend but I guess I was wrong. You love her and though we were dating, decided you had to pursue her. The wort part is you thinks its okay and wonder why I have a problem. You think I should just get over it. It doesn’t work that way. There is an etiquette to the matter. First, you wait for the relationship to end. Second, you give it time. A minimum of six months please. Finally, you discuss it like a man with me and we get to the bottom of the situation. You do everything ass backward. I value our friendship very much but I can’t handle this. I love her more than anything. You should respect that and set your emotions aside. At least if a five year friendship is important to you. All you have done the last six months aside from fuck Kaitlyn is disrespect me. You apologize and I forgive, you repeat and I forgive, like an idiot. The third time, forget it. You are going to have to do something major and stop dating kaitlyn if you ever want to have a friendship again.   

i find it hard to believe that you can seriously be as in love as you put on. the fact that you want marriage after less than a week is crazy. it tells me that i never should have dated you. you are just kinda sad.the fact that you think you can be my friend and step in and steel my relationship from me is really kind of pathetic. you say you are sorry but you still date her. you can eat my fickle matter.

“some people will never be who you think they are. they will always be stumbling around in your footsteps wishing they had what you did. for those people, i feel sorry for you.” from my myspace a couple of weeks ago. i guess i’m eating those words now. a had finally got what he wanted. k chose him. i also have learned that they have been bed buddies for over a year. nice to know you cheated on me for so long.